I am so fed up at the moment. People arguing over petting things....losing there temper....for what?? I don't have my baby with me. She...

I knew today would be a not so good day. I woke up to tears. I woke up to a nightmare of replaying Arias last moments with us. So, I knew...

I am so fed up of feeling like this. I feel like I'm dying inside. I am so fed up of having to put a mask on and saying I'm ok, when...

Grief really does suck. It doesn't matter how hard I try and be positive I get hit with grief....it sucks. Today is not a good day. I...

The last few days I have felt on edge. I have felt bitter about everything. About losing Aria, about why did it have to be her?, about...

I really feel like I'm drowning in the pain I'm in. I don't feel like it's getting any easier, I feel like it's getting harder. I'm...

Today all I've done is blame myself for Aria passing away. I should have done more. I should have saved her. I'm her mum, she should be...

Today I am really struggling .I don't feel great at all. I feel really down. I have cried so much today. I've sat in Arias bedroom and...

I feel so restless recently. I can't sleep. I am living in a nightmare. All I keep thinking is about the last time I held Aria. How I...

I haven't been writing on here much. Honestly because things don't change. Next week it will be Arias birthday. She will be 6. It hurts...

We (my husband and I) went to a memorial weekend in Essex. It was beautiful. So many parents and families there. They had all lost...

We have had amazing news. Our grandson has been born. His name is Finley. He's gorgeous. Our daughter has been amazing. It's been...

I am trying so hard every day. But I'm struggling so much recently. I just sit and cry. I'm due to go back to the doctor's soon. But, how...

I don't think my heart will ever be complete again, it will always be broken. I have had a few wobbly days recently. I am completely...

Some days are tougher than others. Like today, we are starting to dismantle things on the garden ready for our move. The garden is now...

This pain in unbearable. It hurts so much. I just want my little girl back. I feel everything is getting on top of me. I don't feel like...

I'm finding each day hard. It's a little easier now my antidepressants have been increased. They make me feel numb, at the moment, that's...

I really hate grief. I just don't know when this pain will ever stop. Why should I have to be put through this? It really hurts so so...

I think people think grief goes within a few months or a year after losing someone. That's so wrong. My pain started when Aria passed....

I don't think I ever thought grief could be so difficult to navigate. Yes, I've lost loved ones before. Likey my grandparents. I cried so...