I am so fed up of being in this much pain every day. I just want my baby back. I want to see her and be with her. I look back at her...

I really don't know how much more of this pain I can take. It's like a lump in your throat, always there. Like you are so near yet you...

I wonder if this pain will ever ease? Will I be able to go a day without crying? It's been 14 months since my beautiful angel took her...

Today I feel like the world is against me. I just feel like nothing is getting better. Every day I am struggling and I don't know how to...

Oh how I wish things were different. I really wish Aria was still here. It eats me up that she isn't with me anymore. I will never...

I'm feeling more and more down about losing Aria the last few days. There is no reason to it, other than I miss her terribly. I sit in my...

I have my ups and downs days. Mostly down recently. Like the other morning. I woke up had my usual chat with Aria. Then went to the...

I feel I have been doing ok. But, the last few days. All I've done is cry. There is another little girl who's declining with dipg. But...

Each day is a living nightmare. That's the only way to describe it. How I'm trying to live each day without Aria. I don't think I am...

Just when I think I'm ok, bang it hits me again. Today I thought I was doing ok. I've been keeping myself busy. I went to support my...

It doesn't get any better it's actually getting worse. I should have a beautiful 5 year old here. A little girl who would be 6 this year....

The last few days have been very difficult. I've cried a lot. I'm replaying Arias last few days in my mind over and over again. It really...

Today is not a good day. All I've done is cry. I've cried over hardly anything today. I just don't know why I'm like this. I've been ok....

When people think or talk about grief. They think it's just about losing the person. You cry and cry and you get on with your life. This...

I feel grief is so hard to try and fit into day to day life. Trying to live each day and have a "normal" day is so hard. It doesn't...

Time really doesn't help at all. People say time helps. I don't feel it does at all. I feel worst now than I ever have. I just want my...

It's still so hard, even after 13 months of lossing Aria. Yesterday and today I've just cried. All I've had to do is look at her picture...

I have been working now for 3 days. I'm really enjoying it, which is a relief. But, today when I came home and was finally able to sit...

I think it's getting easier and bang....the tears are back and they are heavy. That's all I've done today is cry. I've cried because this...

I still find each day very painful. I still cry, I talk to Aria all the time. Either out loud or to myself. I really wish she was here...