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This doesn't get any better 😭

Just been to the supermarket and had a massive panic attack..then had to sit in the car and just cry. It was horrible. I haven't had one...

Is it to much for me just to be happy?

All I ever wanted was to be happy. I have my beautiful family. We knew something was missing, then we had Aria. Our lives were complete....

I feel so alone 🥺

I have always been a loner, not really a people person. But, now more than ever I feel so alone. I feel sad all of the time. I don't...

1 year without you 💜

Where do I start. Today it's 1 year without you. It's so difficult. All I've done is cry. On the 1st of December 2022 at 12.33am you took...

I can't do this anymore....

I am so broken. At 12.33am on the 1st of December 2022, Aria passes away. It will be a year tomorrow. I am really struggling..I just dont...

I feel I'm living in a nightmare....

As the memories replay back to me from this time last year, I start the whole beginning of the end again. It haunts me. This next 2/3...

Today all I've done is cry....

I hate how memories makes me cry more than I have ever cried. Today I saw memories from last year, when we took Aria to the Christmas...

It's so hard to know what to do?

As we approach the 1st of December it's so difficult to know what the right thing to do is. Yes we will always remember Aria. Others have...

It doesn't get any easier 💔

Each day doesn't get easier. As we approach the 1st of December it's getting harder. I miss Aria so so much. A few people have asked me...

Just grief.....

It's so difficult to try and cope each day. I've done well the last few days. I haven't cried so much. At the moment I feel angry. Angry...

Life is so cruel 😭

I just sit here and cry. I miss Aria every second of every day. I sit here and cry and cry. That's all I can say. I can't do or say much...

I miss you 🥺

I miss you so so much. I have just watched a video of you singing and I'm in tears. This really hurts Aria without you. Mummy needs you....

I am broken 💔💔

I feel totally broken. I have good days and bad days. I try and keep going for my family. I miss Aria so much. I've cried a lot today....

I'm miserable 😭😭

I am really miserable. I hate it. All I want is for Aria to be here and be healthy. Then we would be ok. We were all so happy when she...

I hate grief

Grief hits me from in every different way. I forget things, I re check things, I hardly sleep, I worry, I'm anxious, I can't focus on...

I don't know how much more I can handle

Honestly I don't know how much more of this pain I can handle. All I've done today is cry. All I have to do is think of Aria or even...

I just wish things were different

I really wish things were different. Today we all sat down as a family and had a meal for Aria. This time last year we had Arias...

I feel all I do is cry

I do feel that all I do is cry. That's all I've done. All I have done today is cry. I had to talk to my husband today, I had to explain...

Life will never be the same again

I just can't stop crying. I could be doing something and next minute I'm crying my eyes out. I wish I could take to someone. Not like a...

It's so hard each day....

It's so hard to live each day without Aria. I had a C-section with her. I look at my scar and cry. I still have that but I don't have...

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