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It doesn't get any easier 💔

Each day doesn't get easier. As we approach the 1st of December it's getting harder. I miss Aria so so much. A few people have asked me...

Just grief.....

It's so difficult to try and cope each day. I've done well the last few days. I haven't cried so much. At the moment I feel angry. Angry...

Life is so cruel 😭

I just sit here and cry. I miss Aria every second of every day. I sit here and cry and cry. That's all I can say. I can't do or say much...

I miss you 🥺

I miss you so so much. I have just watched a video of you singing and I'm in tears. This really hurts Aria without you. Mummy needs you....

I am broken 💔💔

I feel totally broken. I have good days and bad days. I try and keep going for my family. I miss Aria so much. I've cried a lot today....

I'm miserable 😭😭

I am really miserable. I hate it. All I want is for Aria to be here and be healthy. Then we would be ok. We were all so happy when she...

I hate grief

Grief hits me from in every different way. I forget things, I re check things, I hardly sleep, I worry, I'm anxious, I can't focus on...

I don't know how much more I can handle

Honestly I don't know how much more of this pain I can handle. All I've done today is cry. All I have to do is think of Aria or even...

I just wish things were different

I really wish things were different. Today we all sat down as a family and had a meal for Aria. This time last year we had Arias...

I feel all I do is cry

I do feel that all I do is cry. That's all I've done. All I have done today is cry. I had to talk to my husband today, I had to explain...

Life will never be the same again

I just can't stop crying. I could be doing something and next minute I'm crying my eyes out. I wish I could take to someone. Not like a...

It's so hard each day....

It's so hard to live each day without Aria. I had a C-section with her. I look at my scar and cry. I still have that but I don't have...

I don't think I will ever be ok again....

It's so hard to live "normal" again I think after losing a child. I don't think I will ever be ok again. I'm so used to a busy house with...

Is anxiety also a huge part of grief?

My husband has always been my safe place. Even before all this happened with Aria. But, now more than ever I feel very anxious if I go...

Why is this so hard?

Why is this so hard? I am finding this path that I am now on very very hard. It hurts so much. I talk to Aria every day, I cry for her...

Grief is a lonely place....

I have always been a person who prefers her own company. But, honestly grief is a lonely place. I have chosen to be alone all day and to...

Flash backs 😞😞

I'm sat on my bed in tears. Not long got up from a night of hardly any sleep. Nothing new there. This is a new kind of crying....maybe...

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