Days are hard. Every day I talk to Aria. I touch her urn. I always talk to her. I touch her photo every morning. I kiss her urn every...

Honestly, I have had enough. How much bad luck can one person get. I've had enough. How am I suppose to deal with all this. Just how? So,...

Today I wanted to look at Aria iPad. It hasn't been touched since around November 2022. She was the last to touch it and use it. It won't...

As we all leave 2024 behind and enter 2025 things haven't changed much. The house is very quiet and I just try and and take one day at a...

I hate how I feel. I feel like I'm in pain all of the time. It doesn't matter how hard I try, the pain is still eating me away from the...

I don't really think that others really understand the pain of losing a child, unless they have lost one. I totally get that. I didn't...

Evenings are the worst time for me. It's when we would be getting Aria ready for bed and settling her down. But, these days the emptiness...

I am struggling so much. I just want life to go back to how it should be. Not how it is. I cry a lot. I miss Aria every day. It really...

I still feel like I'm going crazy. It's been 21 months without her. My bones ache for a cuddle from Aria. It still hurts so much. I cry...

I am really trying to "carry on" each day. But, it's so hard. I miss her so much..this life is so unfair. I keep watching her videos and...

I really feel like I'm going mad. I don't feel like me at all. I'm that numb on antidepressants that I am just about functioning. Is this...

I hoped things would have been better by now. It's been 19 months since we lost Aria. I feel like it's day one. I've been back to the...

The way I'm getting through each day is thinking that Aria has gone to someone's house for the day. It helps me get through each day....