I don't really think that others really understand the pain of losing a child, unless they have lost one. I totally get that. I didn't...

Why is always the question I ask. Why did this happen? Why my Aria? Just Why? It's something nobody can answer. Noone can answer why it...

Evenings are the worst time for me. It's when we would be getting Aria ready for bed and settling her down. But, these days the emptiness...

I really wish I could be saying that things are better and I feel ok. But I feel worse or the same. We had our grandson here with us for...

I just hate this. That's all I can really say. I just keep repeating myself, over and over. The pain I'm in is horrible, I wouldn't want...

I am struggling so much. I just want life to go back to how it should be. Not how it is. I cry a lot. I miss Aria every day. It really...

I still feel like I'm going crazy. It's been 21 months without her. My bones ache for a cuddle from Aria. It still hurts so much. I cry...

I am really trying to "carry on" each day. But, it's so hard. I miss her so much..this life is so unfair. I keep watching her videos and...

I really feel like I'm going mad. I don't feel like me at all. I'm that numb on antidepressants that I am just about functioning. Is this...

I hoped things would have been better by now. It's been 19 months since we lost Aria. I feel like it's day one. I've been back to the...

The way I'm getting through each day is thinking that Aria has gone to someone's house for the day. It helps me get through each day....

I am so fed up at the moment. People arguing over petting things....losing there temper....for what?? I don't have my baby with me. She...

I knew today would be a not so good day. I woke up to tears. I woke up to a nightmare of replaying Arias last moments with us. So, I knew...

I am so fed up of feeling like this. I feel like I'm dying inside. I am so fed up of having to put a mask on and saying I'm ok, when...

Grief really does suck. It doesn't matter how hard I try and be positive I get hit with grief....it sucks. Today is not a good day. I...

The last few days I have felt on edge. I have felt bitter about everything. About losing Aria, about why did it have to be her?, about...

I really feel like I'm drowning in the pain I'm in. I don't feel like it's getting any easier, I feel like it's getting harder. I'm...

Today all I've done is blame myself for Aria passing away. I should have done more. I should have saved her. I'm her mum, she should be...

Today I am really struggling .I don't feel great at all. I feel really down. I have cried so much today. I've sat in Arias bedroom and...

I feel so restless recently. I can't sleep. I am living in a nightmare. All I keep thinking is about the last time I held Aria. How I...