Today is not a good day. All I've done is cry. I've cried over hardly anything today. I just don't know why I'm like this. I've been ok....

When people think or talk about grief. They think it's just about losing the person. You cry and cry and you get on with your life. This...

I feel grief is so hard to try and fit into day to day life. Trying to live each day and have a "normal" day is so hard. It doesn't...

Time really doesn't help at all. People say time helps. I don't feel it does at all. I feel worst now than I ever have. I just want my...

It's still so hard, even after 13 months of lossing Aria. Yesterday and today I've just cried. All I've had to do is look at her picture...

I have been working now for 3 days. I'm really enjoying it, which is a relief. But, today when I came home and was finally able to sit...

I think it's getting easier and bang....the tears are back and they are heavy. That's all I've done today is cry. I've cried because this...

I still find each day very painful. I still cry, I talk to Aria all the time. Either out loud or to myself. I really wish she was here...

Merry Christmas Aria 💜💜 I love you so much. Nadolig Llawen. I miss you so much. We are not doing Christmas at all. Abi is with Joe and...

I never thought it would be this hard living without Aria. Every day is hard yes. But, it's a lot harder than I thought it would ever be....

I really hate this. I just cry all of the time. I am no good to anyone. Tomorrow the 20th of December 2023 will be a year since we said...

I still feel very down. I try and carry on every day for Aria. It's so difficult. I still cry every day. She really should be here. I...

I feel it's amazing how your brain and body protects you when you are dealing with grief. I drop something a minute ago and I thought "...

Every day it seems that grief creeps in, in different ways. Like today, I was ok. On my way to get Paige from school. A Christmas song...

I really feel like I'm living in a nightmare. Maybe it's the lack of sleep. But, I keep replaying Arias final moments in my head and when...

It's so difficult so every day. I see everyone else happy. But, I am so miserable. I try and not be so sad but it's so hard. Grief eats...

I am so scared that everyone is forgetting about Aria. That she was never here. I feel like it's only me that crys for her. It's only me...

Yesterday was my birthday. But, I didn't celebrate. I didn't want to. It was just another day. It hurts to much. Aria passed on the 1st...

I miss being Arias mum. Yes I'm still a mum to my other children. But they are not children anymore. They have there own lives. I miss...

People think grief is just a simple thing. That you miss the person. I think this is so wrong. There is so many grey areas. Anxiety,...