Merry Christmas Aria 💜💜 I love you so much. Nadolig Llawen. I miss you so much. We are not doing Christmas at all. Abi is with Joe and...

I never thought it would be this hard living without Aria. Every day is hard yes. But, it's a lot harder than I thought it would ever be....

I really hate this. I just cry all of the time. I am no good to anyone. Tomorrow the 20th of December 2023 will be a year since we said...

I still feel very down. I try and carry on every day for Aria. It's so difficult. I still cry every day. She really should be here. I...

I feel it's amazing how your brain and body protects you when you are dealing with grief. I drop something a minute ago and I thought "...

Every day it seems that grief creeps in, in different ways. Like today, I was ok. On my way to get Paige from school. A Christmas song...

I really feel like I'm living in a nightmare. Maybe it's the lack of sleep. But, I keep replaying Arias final moments in my head and when...

It's so difficult so every day. I see everyone else happy. But, I am so miserable. I try and not be so sad but it's so hard. Grief eats...

I am so scared that everyone is forgetting about Aria. That she was never here. I feel like it's only me that crys for her. It's only me...

Yesterday was my birthday. But, I didn't celebrate. I didn't want to. It was just another day. It hurts to much. Aria passed on the 1st...

I miss being Arias mum. Yes I'm still a mum to my other children. But they are not children anymore. They have there own lives. I miss...

People think grief is just a simple thing. That you miss the person. I think this is so wrong. There is so many grey areas. Anxiety,...

Just been to the supermarket and had a massive panic attack..then had to sit in the car and just cry. It was horrible. I haven't had one...

All I ever wanted was to be happy. I have my beautiful family. We knew something was missing, then we had Aria. Our lives were complete....

I have always been a loner, not really a people person. But, now more than ever I feel so alone. I feel sad all of the time. I don't...

Where do I start. Today it's 1 year without you. It's so difficult. All I've done is cry. On the 1st of December 2022 at 12.33am you took...

I am so broken. At 12.33am on the 1st of December 2022, Aria passes away. It will be a year tomorrow. I am really struggling..I just dont...

As the memories replay back to me from this time last year, I start the whole beginning of the end again. It haunts me. This next 2/3...

I hate how memories makes me cry more than I have ever cried. Today I saw memories from last year, when we took Aria to the Christmas...

As we approach the 1st of December it's so difficult to know what the right thing to do is. Yes we will always remember Aria. Others have...