How long does grief take to live along side grief? I don't think anyone has this answer. Even looking at a rainbow today I cried. It made...

Some days are harder than others..I think any parent would say this. We finally had some good news. The case against the hospital was...

Will this pain ever stop. I feel so down. Feel like life isn't fair at all. Aria was only 4 years old. She had her whole life on front of...

I really don't know how to keep going. It's so hard. She should be here. I'm so fed up of everything. Life is not fair at all. I'm sick...

I have always worn a mask in front of others. I've never felt I could just be myself, only with my husband and children. Recently I feel...

I'm so tired of this pain. I just wish it would ease just a little. Or can I just sleep and not have flashbacks. I have no idea how other...

How am I suppose to live my life without the missing jigsaw puzzle missing from our lives. Aria was the missing piece. We always searched...

I often ask why? Why my Aria. Why did she have to have a terminal brain tumour. I would trade places with her. I wanted her to have a...

I just wanted to write a little something to say a huge thank you everyone who checks in with me. Yes I'm going through a rough patch at...

Today is a bad day. I keep on replaying Arias last few hours. I can't stop and I can't stop crying. I really wish she was here. This is...

This week has been a bit of a down week. I've had no energy to do anything. I know it's going to be hard for a few months as this is...

I am really trying to move forward with each day. It's so hard. Every time I look at your stuff or look at your pictures etc I cry. It's...

I wish I could sleep from now until next January. As from yesterday to December things were horrendous. We were told our baby girl didn't...

It doesn't matter how much you try and cope and get through each day, nothing can prepare you for the pain. The pain of being told your...

A year ago we were told you didn't have long left with us. I screamed, I sobbed I held you close and I said to you "I love you and I'm so...

I think this week has been the hardest since Aria passed away. This time last year we were told Aria didn't have long left. So it's like...

Every day I keep myself to myself. I don't see anyone all day. After taking my daughter to school I lock myself in my house until my...

Just trying to get motivated for the day....but as usual there is no point. I just start crying and wanting Aria back. I've tried so many...

I hate this journey. Its been nearly 10 months of not been able to hold Aria. I hate it! I just don't know how to live with pain. It...

I always feel worst in the evenings. Aria had a routine and I think it was my routine too. Now I don't. I feel like my world has been...