A lot of change in a short period of time...

It's so hard to keep up and keep going with so many changes in a short space of time.

What with the passing of Aria. 2 of my older children have flown the cope (as they say). Which I know is the normal thing that happens. But, I feel there has been so many changes in a small period of time. It's so hard to keep up with its.

I feel totally alone and totally lost if that make sense.....I try and keep goingb but it's so hard.

There is a massive void. Nothing replaces that void. It's very hard to not let the grief takes overwh how you feel and what you do.