Today is a bad day. I keep on replaying Arias last few hours. I can't stop and I can't stop crying. I really wish she was here. This is horrendous. The pain is eating me up. I'm on my own. I feel lost and all I want is Aria to be here. She made everything ok. She made me ok. Now I'm not ok. I'm broken. I'm broken into a million pieces.
This should never have happened to you Aria. You should be here and healthy. How can I carry on without you. The pain is eating me up. I don't want to be like this, but there is end to this pain. There is no light at the end of this tunnel of pain.
I hate it. I don't know how to carry on without my little girl.
I miss you so much. I want to scream. All I can do is cry and cry.
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