Every day is so hard. Getting the motivation to do something is so hard. The days gets harder not easier. I am surrounded with Arias...

It's so hard to live each day. Grief hits you in many different ways. You can go through the day and not think, I think that's just the...

Every day feels the same. Yet I think they are very different. Some days I cry a lot other days I cry a few times. One thing I have...

I don't know where to start or what to say. I just need my baby back. This pain I'm feeling is ripping me apart. I cry so much for her....

I feel so helpless. I wish I had all the answers. You become a parent to protect your children. No child should watch there sister pass...

As we come up to the last few weeks before the 1st year without Aria....I am already lost and crying more and more. I can be just making...

I really wish this was all a bad nightmare..life is so unfair. Today I've cried and cried. I just don't understand why our Aria had to be...

I keep asking myself,is it ok just to go through the motions each day? To not actually live but just to keep going. Because, this is what...

People say as time passes grief gets easier and life gets easier. It doesn't. I find it harder now than I did when Aria passed away. I...

I always sit and wonder why Aria had to have Dipg and why she had to pass away? I know many many children and young people pass away from...

Aria, mummy is lost without you. The grief hits me in waves. I cried today a lot. Mummy's car is broken. But, daddy as amazing he is had...

How long does grief take to live along side grief? I don't think anyone has this answer. Even looking at a rainbow today I cried. It made...

Some days are harder than others..I think any parent would say this. We finally had some good news. The case against the hospital was...

Will this pain ever stop. I feel so down. Feel like life isn't fair at all. Aria was only 4 years old. She had her whole life on front of...

I really don't know how to keep going. It's so hard. She should be here. I'm so fed up of everything. Life is not fair at all. I'm sick...

I have always worn a mask in front of others. I've never felt I could just be myself, only with my husband and children. Recently I feel...

I'm so tired of this pain. I just wish it would ease just a little. Or can I just sleep and not have flashbacks. I have no idea how other...

How am I suppose to live my life without the missing jigsaw puzzle missing from our lives. Aria was the missing piece. We always searched...

I often ask why? Why my Aria. Why did she have to have a terminal brain tumour. I would trade places with her. I wanted her to have a...

I just wanted to write a little something to say a huge thank you everyone who checks in with me. Yes I'm going through a rough patch at...