It's so hard to live "normal" again I think after losing a child. I don't think I will ever be ok again. I'm so used to a busy house with...

I have always hoped that Aria is still with me. Watching us every day. Smiling as I talk and sing to her. It's so painful that I can't...

My husband has always been my safe place. Even before all this happened with Aria. But, now more than ever I feel very anxious if I go...

Why is this so hard? I am finding this path that I am now on very very hard. It hurts so much. I talk to Aria every day, I cry for her...

I have always been a person who prefers her own company. But, honestly grief is a lonely place. I have chosen to be alone all day and to...

I'm sat on my bed in tears. Not long got up from a night of hardly any sleep. Nothing new there. This is a new kind of crying....maybe...

How I wish I could hold Aria. Play play doh with her. Carve a pumpkin with her. Make lunch and cakes with her. Just be with her. I miss...

It's so hard to try and deal with each day. I can be doing something and bang I'm crying. Like today we were watching the TV and the news...

Every day is so hard. Getting the motivation to do something is so hard. The days gets harder not easier. I am surrounded with Arias...

It's so hard to live each day. Grief hits you in many different ways. You can go through the day and not think, I think that's just the...

Every day feels the same. Yet I think they are very different. Some days I cry a lot other days I cry a few times. One thing I have...

I don't know where to start or what to say. I just need my baby back. This pain I'm feeling is ripping me apart. I cry so much for her....

I feel so helpless. I wish I had all the answers. You become a parent to protect your children. No child should watch there sister pass...

As we come up to the last few weeks before the 1st year without Aria....I am already lost and crying more and more. I can be just making...

I really wish this was all a bad nightmare..life is so unfair. Today I've cried and cried. I just don't understand why our Aria had to be...

I keep asking myself,is it ok just to go through the motions each day? To not actually live but just to keep going. Because, this is what...

People say as time passes grief gets easier and life gets easier. It doesn't. I find it harder now than I did when Aria passed away. I...

I always sit and wonder why Aria had to have Dipg and why she had to pass away? I know many many children and young people pass away from...

Aria, mummy is lost without you. The grief hits me in waves. I cried today a lot. Mummy's car is broken. But, daddy as amazing he is had...

How long does grief take to live along side grief? I don't think anyone has this answer. Even looking at a rainbow today I cried. It made...