What's the point?

Just trying to get motivated for the day....but as usual there is no point. I just start crying and wanting Aria back.

I've tried so many different things and nothing has helped me so far. Just wondering how some parents manage grief? But other like me don't manage it at all. I just get through each day, well just about. It's just so hard. It's horrible.

I just sit here and cry. People tell me I have to keep busy, I've tried this...it's not helped me at all! I just hate everything about grief.

It helps to off load once in a while, but at the moment there is no enjoyment in anything I do.