A year ago we were told you didn't have long left with us. I screamed, I sobbed I held you close and I said to you "I love you and I'm so sorry".
I'm so sorry I couldn't save you. The pain I feel today is getting worse. I feel like it's eating me up inside. Nothing makes it go away. I cry so much for you Aria. But, even the crying doesn't take away the pain of losing you.
I remember the doctor telling us you didn't have long. I just wanted to run away with you and Mae you better. I wanted to wave a magic wand and you would be ok.
But, 8 weeks after today you left me. You are totally healed which I am so happy about. But, I am forever in pain and I will never be the same person I was.
I hate me! I hate how I am! I just hate it all.....only you could make me belly laugh. The day we were told you were going to die I died with you.
I miss you so much Aria. Nothing is the same without you here.
I'm so sorry baby girl. I'm sorry I couldn't save you 💔💔💔
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