It have always been a worrier. I worry that other people think the worse of me, or worry what they think of me etc .
But, when it comes to grief your mind is taken over from the world changing matter of losing your daughter. But, it got me thinking. Now Aria has passed and it's been nearly 10 months, the worrying messages and calls have stopped.
I can go days before I get a message to ask if I'm ok. Honestly some people haven't spoken to me since losing Aria. I don't know if this because they are worried what to say or they are staying away because the dont want to deal with what I'm dealing with.
This is why I stay in the house every day. I try and avoid people. Noone message me any more, no one asks how I am or asks if I would like to go for a coffee. So I don't ask. So do they worry about me? It doesn't sound like it to me.
I am so sorry that you haven’t got friends or extended family rallying around you ..or least to touch base sometimes ..
Writing seems to be your only release ..your words are your friends ..and the words you share have made us your friends .
Thinking of you every day ..💜💜💜