This really hurts

I really hate this. It really hurts. All I want is you back Aria. I don't want anything else...I don't need anything else. I just need you back. You made everything ok and you made life more bearable. Now life feels so heavy and like there is no point in it anymore.

I always cry, I am always unhappy or I'm always angry. Im so fed up Aria. I just need you.

Why did you have to be the one who had Dipg? Why did you have to leave? You made everything ok.

I hate all of this Aria.

Please show me how to live? How to live another day so I can get closer to you.