Time makes things worse

I hate how I feel. I feel like I'm in pain all of the time. It doesn't matter how hard I try, the pain is still eating me away from the inside out. I'm really trying to stay post and keep going. But, days like today I just cry, and cry all day.

I don't feel anyone really asks how I am, or say to me I remember Aria. I feel others have forgotten Aria. I am so fed up of giving and not having anything back. Noone really asks how I am. Noone makes sure I am ok. Am I ok ? No

I feel like I'm living in a nightmare. When will this end......