I'm not sure how much more I can deal with

Honestly, I have had enough. How much bad luck can one person get. I've had enough. How am I suppose to deal with all this. Just how?

So, our 14 year old cat, Timmy passed away yesterday. He had a stroke. It was horrendous. I feel that he was the last real link to Aria. You see, we lost our other cat Tibbs just before Aria. Then we lost our dog, Ozzy then Aria. Roll forward to yesterday and Timmy went. I remember it like yesterday. Timmy absolutely adored Aria. When we moved this house. He's been sitting in her room. Like he was waiting for her.

My car went a few weeks back....it just feels like it's everything. Nothing good or positive happening, doesn't matter how hard I try. I try and think positive....never does anything good happen. I'm always polite and helpful.....I look after others....yet I feel so alone and not looked after.....how much more can one person take.....I don't know. I have had enough......