Memories dont always help

I love looking at pictures and videos of Aria. But, sometimes I cry just looking at them.

Today a year ago we travelled to Disney at Paris. Where has a year ago. This time last year I really didn't think I would not have Aria.

I wish I could go back in time and re live the trip away. I would give anything to see and hold Aria again. It hurts so much. At the moment I can't look at the past pictures and videos. It hurts to much at the moment.

Will I ever go back and look at these pictures, of course I will. But, at the moment it hurts.

I really want Aria back with us so I can talk and hold her. I miss her. The pain in unreal at the moment.